Hello people, you landed on my piece of earth. There are no rules, no restrictions, no nothing on this. Explore thy world. Leave a mark if you like. I am nothing but a being in this lovely place. An imperfect organism trying to survive this realm. I am just like you. And you. And you. Ian Moone.

After 7 years, about a thousand blogs in different platforms, 18thousand tweets, more than 20thousand likes, I realized how many changes I've gone through.

They say, internet is forever. They say anything you post over the internet will never be forgotten, true. One day, it will just come, haunting you for the things you once loved. The things you once did in your existence. I maybe feeling a little nostalgic, blame it on the weather but the feeling is good. I never had this kind of sensation for a long time, or maybe this is a new emotion that is cruising through my veins.

I am happy, of what I've become. Of the things I was able to accomplish. Of the things I plan to reach. However, this is just the point that I think, what's next? There are things that I wasn't able to get, but there are those which I was able to achieve. After, what happens? Do I chase another dream or stick to the one I have, nourish and never let it go? Uncertainties.

Here's what I will tell you that is certain.

I am love because I've long accepted My Father. He has the wheel of my life and He had been driving. Things are well.

I can never forget that book by Murakami. I can never forget the lines, that particular realm that he put me into. I recently bumped into that realm again, and it is hard to let go.

September is here, and once again, just like any other months -- rollercoaster ride. It is fun isn't it? To get 5 days ride in a roller coaster, rest on weekdays then once again take the plunge. I ask for my life not to be dull but for it to be stable. But seems to me that my wants and needs are two opposite things. I tell you, my polarity issues kick in more often these days.

so the world will find me mysterious. so the world will try to know me more before judging me. so the world will smile at me from time to time. I am no longer in another realm and I was able to breathe freely. If someone ask me today if I am happy, I can smile genuinely and say yes. If someone asks me today if I am satisfied with my life, I can say with conviction, YES. The world has no idea how huge the load I carried for quite some time. Now I am doing the fuck that i want. I smile. He winks. I smile again.